20-25 "Estella"

As I mentioned in my last post, I was sent abroad. I am quite enjoying this new adventure, although I miss the Satis House. I even miss the little oaf Pip, I can no longer play with his little heart, nor play cards with him. I am sure that he is just heartbroken that I am not at the Satis House, I am certain I have the country boy wrapped around my finger. I suppose mum sending me away is some part of her plan to have Pip fall in love with me. The poor boy is falling for it perfectly. Mum said I would be able to come home fairly soon, probably to urge him even more into wanting to marry me. She is also wanting me to look at suitors soon, who I will treat just as indifferently as I do her. She is a very confusing person, and very hard to please. She keeps insisting that I break Pip's heart, but I don't know how much longer I can keep this act up. For now, however, I will just try and forget about everything that is going on at Satis House, and about Pip, and try to enjoy this time abroad.